hiding behind my computer screen
chatting “happily” on msn

one day,
i will die from keeping too much things to myself

it took me a really long time to completely forget about you

I HATE YOU

words cant describe this hatred

idk why i feel sad each time you mention him

what if i didnt exist?
what if i suddenly disappear?
would it make a difference in your life?

oh it tears me up
i tried to hold on but it hurts too much
i tried to forgive but it’s not enough
to make it all okay

running back through the fire
when there’s nothing left to say
it’s like chasing the very last train
when it’s too late

posts deleted,
nothing to say because i have so much to say
and dk where to start